Final finished!! Woohoo!!

Wa.. The day has finally come : I have finished my foundation year!!! I just had my last paper of my third semester, and also my last paper for my foundation year program. Mathematics for Business and Social Science was the paper. Man, that paper was tough. 13 hours before the paper, my friend taught me everything once again about that subject, and three and a half hours after that, I could not absorb anymore. Went home feeling super tired, I then told myself, "this wouldn't do, I can't go into the exam hall, not being able to do the paper. I do not want to just stare hopelessly at it, and give up, saying that I'll fail. I can't fail." I then studied till 2.45 am. Sleep.



Paper is at 9am. I only managed four hours plus of slp. Woke up, drank milo, and studied again. It rained heavily for a moment. Well, the heck it mattered. Still went for exam of course. Maths paper. "I can't fail this man." Did my best in the end. Ah..

Something about the weather...

It has been raining for the past few days, or should I say, for the past few weeks. The weather has been cold. Yeah, it's nice, but it not usual for it to rain that much. I mean, it's April, and the weather last year was like, it rains for a month, and the next month, it's very hot. This year, it doesn't seem to be so. It rained last month, and this month, it's raining too. Mean, if there are people praying that it'll rain, then it's a different story. However, there has been on going stories about the weather of this world changing, and important people aroud the world are stressing on efforts to improve it, or should I say, try to reduce it. Yeah, global warming.

I do not know how far as that is true, but if the weather is oging to be like this throughtout the year, then something is really wrong. I do not know scientifically how the weather is changing, but I do know that, it is changing. It also seems to be going from bad to worse. Ah well.. Who am I to judge anything anyway?

Seems weird that I'm saying this too, but as I'm enjoying the weather and wishing it stays like this - I mean, come on, tell me you like hot weather.. Unles you are sick of cold weather - I'm also thinking about what will happen in the future. I mean, will Malaysia one day see snow? I mean, no one knows, no one can predict, no one can be sure.. Yeah, it's nice to rain everyday, maybe there are people in other parts of the world who needs it too, but then.. You get the point..

Well, to everyone around the world who are putting in efforts to help reduce global warming, all the best, and continue to promote this effort of doing so. Would not like to see this world white in the future.. Meaning covered with snow.. Or ice falling from the sky? I don't know.. A future ice age? Take care of the world, and God bless this world..

Do I let my feeling's take control?

Haiz.. I just do not know what to make of myself nowadays.. I just seem to let my feelings take control of me.. With that, I tend to think a lot, think stupid things when it's actually nothing at all.. Always thinking of certain things that I should not be thinking.. Always thinking negative.. Always feeling sad, downcast, moody, etc. I'm actually writing how I'm feeling now.. zzz

Why do I have to feel this way? I do not understand. There's just no point in doing so, making yourself sad or moody. I'm just making my life miserable, that's all. I do not have to be sad or moody for the wrong reason. It just doesn't make sense. It's so stupid. Dam right it is.

There's always Christ to make things right. Yeah.. He always does, make things right. He may put us through trials, but in the end, there's always good out of it. It just depends on how one looks at it. If one chooses to look at the positive side of it, then no problem. If vice versa, too bad I guess. You are just making your life miserable.

Ah.. I feel better now..

woohoo!!!!

Wa!! I passed my maths course work marks!! Woo!! Man, you wouldn't know how much it measn to me.. Yeah there are people who get full marks, or close to full marks, but heck.. Not that I really care anyway.. Now all I have to do is focus on my final exam..

*passing course work means no need to repeat that subject. If failed, then have to.. as simple as that..

zzz...

Ah.. I just do not know what to write this time.. It's not like me.. I usually write a blog, knowing what I want to say, but this time I just don't.. I'm just writing, or in this case typing because I'm bored, even though exam week is coming a two weeks time.. But it's like, what the heck..

Ah.. ok.. will share about my week then.. Hmm.. How should I begin? OK, will start this way. Assignment dateline was this week, and my group has not started much anyway. Didn't really know what to do, as I'm a blur guy.. Zzz.. Praise the Lord though, He blesses me with a very good friend who sat with me through the assignment.. In the end, my group managed to meet the dateline.. Not much of teamwork been given by my groupmates.. that was the low point of the assignment.. Otherwise it was ok..

Dateline on wednesday, presentation on thursday.. ah.. I also had exam on the same day too.. In fact, I had my paper right after my presentation.. Man, it was like a marathon.. woo.. long day I had, then went for Kampar service..

Didn't had good sleep for the past few days.. been sleeping late, and waking up early, yet not having afternoon nap.. kind of a crazy week.. But thank God.. He helped me all the way, giving me strenght all the time..

Well, it's friday already.. yet another weekend has come.. It's already April, yet another month has come.. time does fly doesn't it? In fact I do feel that it's flying faster and faster nowadays.. and there's just no time for many things.. will try to find and make time.. wouldn't go into detail about what I want to do though.. heh ^^

alright.. that's all I have to say for the moment.. Till next time.. bye bye

ah.. I usually write a blog, knowing what I'm going to write.. This time i don't though.. I'm just sitting here, in front of my computer, just writting according to me feelings.. Hmm.. it shouldn't be that way, but heck.. kinda bored.. and since i haven't update my blog for so long, just though of typing one now.. i don't even have the mood for computer games now.. what the heck..



Had an ok day.. Today was the day for my group's presentation.. and also my exam.. Am kind of sleepy because I haven't had enough sleep for the past few days.. been having trouble with my assignment.. group members not cooperating and all.. kinda pissed.. but praise the Lord, He blessed me with a very good friend to help me out.. in the end, managed to meet the dateline.. but ha..



I don't know what else to write.. there are some things that are no meant to be written here, even though it's a blog.. lol.. ha ok.. guess i'l end here then.. chaoziyo!!!!! ^^

i'm back!!! with an important lesson..

I was once told, that as the eldest boy of the family, I will one day have to take care of my family members, taking charge of things. In other words, means having responsibilities.

Didn't really know what it meant it first.. In fact, didn't even care anyway. Mean, to hell with responsibilities dude. I can't even manage my own matters properly.. Don't even mention responsibilities. Anyway, I do have an elder sister, but my dad still says that I'll be the one in charge.. Well, just because I'm a boy. Heck.

It wasn't till recently I found out the true meaning of it. Dude, you bet your life it was tough. It was when my grandmother slipped and fell. She crack her hand, and none of my parents were at home. I was having dinner with my friends when I got that news. Boy, did i not freak out. I couldn't even enjoy my dinner properly. I then rushed back to take her to the hospital with the help of my friends. She was then taken care of, and everything was back to normal again.

What turned out to be an eventful evening became a very important lesson to me. It was during that situation that I learned how to handle this kind of situation on my own. I've never done this before, and now especially without my parents (my mom joined me later by the way), I thought, I'm not going to be able to settle this myself. Thankfully, i had my friends with me. Well, at least next time I'll know what to do.

One thing about responsibilities like this is that, it requires patience, clear mind to think ( of what to do) perseverance, and.. patience.^^ However, without these, it wouldn't be easy.

I'm sure there'll be many more responsibilities that'll come my way. This is only the beginning. That incident is only the first, and I can bet you, it wouldn't be the last. You can question all you want about what kind of responsibilities you'll face in the future, but it will come.

One thing's for sure though: all these will help one mature. In what way i do not know. It all depends on the situation and how one looks at it and settle it. ah well.. Thats why God gives us problems isn't it? It's to help us grow. Not only for our own good, but also to grow stronger in Him. It's also through problems that we find out about responsibilities. For that part, erm.. you'll understand when you get into trouble. LOL

conclusion: amen to troubles and responsibilities... ?^^

"Nothing is permanent in this wicked world, not even our troubles." Charles Chaplin